This week I've ventured into adding some new foods in, new foods that aren't soup that is. Its been hard because I have been eating too fast. What I've discovered is that I want to eat as quickly as possible, as a way of zoning out. But that leads to PAIN.
What is it about food that makes me lose my head, to not think?
Addiction is for life.
I like to blame other people... not mentioning anyone specific. I am trying really hard not to transfer my issues onto other little people.
ReplyDeleteMaybe though the pain will be a something that helps you avoid certain behaviours? I know that a gluten cookie could sit infront of me forever and I wouldn't ever touch it because I know that the pain that follows makes it so not worth it. Now I don't even desire a cookie anymore.